Why is it so hard for me to accept people have a social life?

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Crying's good for you?

I'm crying now and I can't explain why to anyone. I so badly want to express it to everyone but I can't. My eyes are all blurry and so's the keyboard (if I make mistakes that's why). My tea's beside me and I can't eat it. I feel sick.. I'm so damn angry. I want to talk to someone, but I can't. Not like last time. I don't want to move away from her but at the same time I want too. I can't deal with her anymore.. If I got a knife and stabbed myself she wouldn't care. I might as well do it.. I know she wants me too.

Gaaaah.

My sister is hitting my cat with a stick. Would you just let her do it and say nothing? I doubt it. So I was shouting at her saying "NO! That's naughty.. STOP IT". Then my mother decides to shout at me. Ha. "You say nothing to her all day, so stop shouting at her". So, I said "Fine, I'll just let her hit the cat with a stick". In her self centered tone she said "I'll decide what I do thank you very much". For one I didn't say what she was doing/not doing.

The words in bold are the emphasis she put on them..

Writing, stories.. based on fact?

I want to write, about something that's life changing. But I doubt I'd think of anything, not now.

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I love that song, so listen. ^^

I'm going my nans today, not for long.. but I dislike how she moans, and moans. She craves sympathy sometimes. Gaaaaah.
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Hmm.

My mum said I spend too much time on the computer, and said I should go on it less. Next minute she's ON THE COMPUTER. She really annoys me sometimes. Like last week, I got an Easter Egg off my 'friend', but I sorta.. ate it. She starts lecturing me that it's not Easter (I AM aware of that mum, thanks) and I shouldn't have ate it. It's chocolate. Just because she decided I'm going to be Roman Catholic doesn't mean I believe in any of the religion, the more she forces it's 'real' the less I believe it. She should give up.
I can't talk to her much anymore, we just ignore each other now. I tell her nothing, and she still questions why. I don't get it, if she's as smart as she gives of then she should understand.. -.-

Oh, I thought I'd mention this (not that interesting):
In P.E, we're doing skipping with my bitch of a teacher. I got a bit too carried away and whipped myself, I had a perfect curved red mark there.. I was paranoid it would scar. It didn't, thank god. But it sure as hell hurt. All my teacher said to me was "Aww", in a patronising, mocking way. Thanks miss.>.<