What the hell? She just automatically thinks I don't care, like somehow, someway I've almost erased her? I don't get it. She expects ME to talk to her first, I always have. Since day one. Not once has she ever said 'Hello' to me first. No. Yet when I suddenly stop she just thinks I don't care? How does she think that makes me feel when I have to talk to her, and never her to me. May sound spoilt and stupid, but I don't understand her anymore.
She didn't even say Happy Birthday. That's 2 words. I don't expect much. Maybe I do. Maybe I expect her to drop at my feet and apologise and shower me with 'love'. But 2 words, that's all. Unless she forgot. She probably did since I'm easy to forget, too easy infact.
"I do not know what the fúck is your deal. You care, you don't? Or maybe you ARE too young to understand. No mails, no nothing? I have much more important things to deal with than other people, still I managed to find some time for you. I wonder, why's that. No, I REALLY wonder, because I'm loosing interest."
That's what she put. Isn't she amazing and sweet? :) No. She hurt me. She doesn't say ANYTHING to me, probably wrote it there knowing I wont read it. But I did. I probably am too young to understand. But I can't understand something that isn't explained. Talk to ME. Stop avoiding me. Just because you haven't been online, nor have I mailed you doesn't mean I don't care. I might as well ignore you the way you're acting.